Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in none_wants_a's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
10:03 pm	we ve know The instant a space is eaten one more will reveal itself from the shapeless haphazard which is you and i. through out human history we have been faced with the concept that we dont all have a common purpose. with out ever leaving my house i feel the affect which consumes me and tears at all the knoledge that i am almost without. now we are final and i say that and know. though it grabs at me that there is one,, more than one out in the open that can say they have felt me i must resist my ake. my only friend the end (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
3:08 am	Conceal my Veal Sweet sweet someting i dont own come to me caress me as i sleep but leave out the negative space so i dont wake up to the horrific sight of Lacking. bath me in your Blue glow of non reality, take off my socks. i can be under my blanket if i wanted to but my choice doesnt revolve around warmth, im one of those fuzzy Boot kind of people anyway. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
10:04 pm	the begining of giving up Tell me that im not supposed to be here dont let me listen to what you dream about, its too tooo much But Not Enough. through at me what i couldnt do even after endless preparation watching behind a shaded screen so that all that can can pass through is just a little torment. all ends All Learns. time me. or maybe just start with a hug (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
8:36 pm	(scream) thats all thats all So much i dont need. Too much i dont need. Speech, instruction, Humans. Get them all away Please make them leave not just today. Yet our life is a sesaw and if one in up and at it the others got to balance it out. . feel better. and live with me. its hard to control myself when i want to tear my head off. but that means for the some part i can control myself I UNDER STAND. I USE MY HEART TO THINK SOME TIMES. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
9:44 pm	a million sigh every time. It feels so new. so powerful, gripping at every piece of me how could this be my imagination? Tell me. i understand that no one gets what they want but.ugggg I HAte it. This rain wont stop until i can speak to you and hear what i ve wanted so badly all day. please tell me what to do when im in a "rut" and im restless and i cant talk to you and im feeling like i do. I Really dont know and (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 25th, 2004
1:38 am	Caper y ing ed ph Black annnndddddd White. Beloved. Control agression . Superstition.Solerization (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
11:21 pm	Sample my cheese grader I Am truly frightened of how you think of me. I Make alot of mistakes when im frightened. oh this so called anything. . Take me to where i should be I need help from someone the scariest feeling is to completely slice yourself open and scoop the insides out. i didnt know what to do so i cried. i contradict myself. a fact. i want your love so badly. an other fact. im a fuckn ass headed self absorbed fuck brain. you guessed it FAct (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
7:03 pm	something hangs all over compliments to this cheffy creator of ours. always mixing and churning I t s Hard to think when there is so much pressure. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 19th, 2004
2:58 am	I could sigh or scream or moan or just mmm Please dont tell me again Dont say what they want you to just let me swing here, only a life time more. I dont want to go away i want to stay here with someone who cant wait to leave. Dont make me cross the street so Unnecessarily polluted minds can rub a little garbage off on us. after a while it will start to build up. I want to be fine all the time. I do. I guess im just affected to easily. I want to have the most perfect kiss with you in every place in the world. and then do it again. i want to speak to you for hours late at night and then have it be ok when i dont have much to say. . I always wonder who reads your live journal, why you only lock up the last two. I guess someone you love has the ability to make you have things you really didnt mind befor.(computers and my mother) I dont mind really. I just wish that we were floating in space, alone. but then you would want to see someone else or email them or look at their picture. i guess its good were here then, on earth in park slope, no obligations i hope. (Comment on this)
Friday, September 17th, 2004
3:44 am	Cair Memory is the most wonderful most beautiful thing a human can have. I wish i could keep every little anything we have ever done. You are someone to envy. I will eat my jealousy whole i will watch any show you want for hours i'll let you do what ever you want to my bum. just Please never, Never let ether of us forget anything we do together. I ll be your beginning if you ll let me be your end (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 16th, 2004
1:29 am	Lost/Found WAYs these set of tools splayed before me practically prancing about my convulsing flanks. Thats IT ive had enough im sick of misconceptions. they wind up becoming Lies. Screams of anger fluctuate through my head. I cant believe in so into it. Thins is great this is pure and soothing. I dont have to fill the hole that wants anger myself. I Have a brand new completely un explored friend to do it. What else What else......Hmmmmmm FUCK SCHOOL I mean "Lean in toward the syringe" Fuckers (Comment on this)
Monday, September 13th, 2004
12:42 am	. I Want Closure (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
4:27 am	substantiunderedingphe pass me everything previously owned just know that this is present and whats next is unknown. a good day for me is full of laughs and moans gkngknkgnkgnkngkgnkngkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgnkgn (Comment on this)
12:35 am	Where Have we Here im filled with everything i hate, nicotine, genes, jealousy, caleries? organs mushed up cheerios. i couldnt say what i felt if even if i knew what that, was. how about my brother threatens me. i dont know how a pretty blond shirtless sibling could be so engagingly opposite me and yet mirror everthing i accociate with myself. Better Newer Smaller Faster Wilder Super Duper Blond, .. a weekend that ended with the quietest bang, it pulled me across the map.smiles:667 poses: 280 squeezes:65 car rides:8 use of pointer finger:13 want to do something mean to my brother:34 shots :9 quickly turning away from a glance:41 Reminissing:10000000006 sex :8 being irrisponsable:8.4 good songs:81 crys :1 i wont forget it and i would do most of it again. I'll never forget how excited i was to finish with my mindless stupid work on thursday and run to see you. (Comment on this)
12:35 am	im filled with everything i hate, nicotine, genes, jealousy, caleries? organs mushed up cheerios. i couldnt say what i felt if even if i knew what that, was. how about my brother threatens me. i dont know how a pretty blond shirtless sibling could be so engagingly opposite me and yet mirror everthing i accociate with myself. Better Newer Smaller Faster Wilder Super Duper Blond, .. a weekend that ended with the quietest bang, it pulled me across the map.smiles:667 poses: 280 squeezes:65 car rides:8 use of pointer finger:13 want to do something mean to my brother:34 shots :9 quickly turning away from a glance:41 Reminissing:10000000006 sex :8 being irrisponsable:8.4 good songs:81 crys :1 i wont forget it and i would do most of it again. I'll never forget how excited i was to finish with my mindless stupid work on thursday and run to see you. (Comment on this)